[It sucks. Allison knows it sucks, and she hates that Isaac is in this position. It makes her want to push away, to make this easier by taking herself out of the equation.
She'd do it in a heartbeat...if not for the pain, the gaping chasm of dark, lonely nothing that waited for her on the other side of a world without Isaac. She was a terrible, selfish person for clinging to him so she wouldn't be alone, so she could be happy for a moment in her miserable life.
She hides her guilt behind a small, encouraging smile and a nod.]
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She'd do it in a heartbeat...if not for the pain, the gaping chasm of dark, lonely nothing that waited for her on the other side of a world without Isaac. She was a terrible, selfish person for clinging to him so she wouldn't be alone, so she could be happy for a moment in her miserable life.
She hides her guilt behind a small, encouraging smile and a nod.]
I'll be waiting, babe...I love you.