[Lydia doesn't see any of this until the next morning, she reads her best friends conversations as much as she can, her stomach turning because she had no idea she had hurt her so much by turning her down.
Of course, as she established to herself over and over again the previous night, Lydia knows she's still just as selfish as she used to be when they first met.
But she's trying. She needs to be more of the person she wants to be, the person the pack can be proud of, the person Stiles deserves and Allison needs. The person who can actually make a difference for Jackson, for Andrew, for Stephen.
That's why she makes her way over to Duke's cabin as soon as she's read through everything, knocking on the door and hoping Allison is there.]
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Of course, as she established to herself over and over again the previous night, Lydia knows she's still just as selfish as she used to be when they first met.
But she's trying. She needs to be more of the person she wants to be, the person the pack can be proud of, the person Stiles deserves and Allison needs. The person who can actually make a difference for Jackson, for Andrew, for Stephen.
That's why she makes her way over to Duke's cabin as soon as she's read through everything, knocking on the door and hoping Allison is there.]