I know. I'm sorry, and I will totally make it up to you.
As for Isaac...[She trails off, her features softening with fondness and darkening with the unpleasantness of introspection...and admitting her own weaknesses.]
Isaac and I were just...trying to figure out what we were, I think. Y'know, there was something there, emotionally, but...it could have been friendship. But there was...an attraction...
Then I came here. And..[She pauses, swallowing hard with a shaky sigh and an even shakier smile.] Maybe there's more werewolf in me than I care to admit, since I hang with them all the time, but I can't live without the people I love. I just...can't. So I sort of...compartmentalize them, I guess. If they don't exist, I can't miss them, so...they have to not exist.
...I don't think I was able to let myself admit...how lonely I was until Isaac got here. Knowing Scott had someone here, someone back home...it hurt, but admitting what I needed to fix it? To make the pain stop?
[BFF Filter]
As for Isaac...[She trails off, her features softening with fondness and darkening with the unpleasantness of introspection...and admitting her own weaknesses.]
Isaac and I were just...trying to figure out what we were, I think. Y'know, there was something there, emotionally, but...it could have been friendship. But there was...an attraction...
Then I came here. And..[She pauses, swallowing hard with a shaky sigh and an even shakier smile.] Maybe there's more werewolf in me than I care to admit, since I hang with them all the time, but I can't live without the people I love. I just...can't. So I sort of...compartmentalize them, I guess. If they don't exist, I can't miss them, so...they have to not exist.
...I don't think I was able to let myself admit...how lonely I was until Isaac got here. Knowing Scott had someone here, someone back home...it hurt, but admitting what I needed to fix it? To make the pain stop?
I couldn't...survive missing him.