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Allison Argent ([personal profile] theresalwayshope) wrote2015-05-28 11:47 am

33) will i ever hear your voice again? the darkness is like an old friend...

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[When Allison returns to the Barge, she's happier than she's ever been. Paris was a perfect vacation, she's loaded down with new clothes, shoes, food, and souvenirs...and she's spent several days of her week in a luxurious borrowed bed with Isaac wrapped around her like a blanket.

She goes looking for her people, but they don't all show up right away. She waits to check on people as they seem to pop back in clusters, scans the network, and settles in to the task of unpacking, tending her animals...she has plenty to keep her busy.

As the hours wear on, however, she feels a growing sense of...something. She can't put her finger on it, but there's something that's just not right.

She sleeps on it. The trip was fun, but exhausting in a good way. Sliding into a new satin sleep shirt she got at a boutique in Paris, she curls up in bed with Brownie tucked against her back and Duchess curled against her chest.

It's the perfect end to a perfect trip.

In the morning, she walks the ship looking for the pack. Every scent she finds without a problem, every heartbeat, every voice...all but one.

She's not ready for what she finds when she reaches Isaac's cabin.

There's no announcement. No message on the network, no text to those that know and love him.

Mid morning, the only word that anyone gets about Isaac's departure is the soul-shattering howl of a werewolf in mourning.

She's a nonentity on the ship that day. For a while, at least, Allison stays huddled in the corner of Isaac's abandoned cabin, sobbing openly. Later, if no one's found her there, she will flee down to Zero, where she can be found tucked into the furthest corner of the farmost cell with the door standing open. She'll no longer be weeping openly, but as she stares at the nearest wall, tears continue to spill silently from her eyes as she tries to make the open wound in her chest start healing.

Duke is gone, and she's coped. Zane is gone, and she had Duchess to hold onto, to make that loss easier to bear.

Isaac, however, is gone...she can feel that he's gone, and she can't bear it because she let him in so much further than she had before she arrived on the Barge.

Forgetting life with him is so much harder. It hurts that much more to carve him out of herself...to believe in a world without his constant, comforting warmth until she gets her deal and she can go home.

She has to stitch that hole back up and eliminate everything he gave to her here...because it's the only way she's going to be able to keep going without him.]
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[personal profile] chillestrogue 2015-05-28 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[Cold, lying on his new bed staring up at the ceiling in thought, can hear the crying from next door. He lets it go on for a few minutes, debating whether or not it's worth the trouble to get involved.

Someone will come around. Someone always does.

When the crying doesn't stop, he gets up off the bed, and walks to the open doorway next door. He crosses his arms, leaning against the doorpost, and stares inside. When he talks, it's casual; conversational, as if he hadn't been listening to her cry for the last five minutes.]


Oh, uh. I don't suppose you'd be able to help a guy out, Allison?

Bad time?
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[personal profile] chillestrogue 2015-05-28 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[Why did it have to be him? Weren't there other people on this ship who could hear this girl crying? This really wasn't Cold's area of expertise, and her showy emotional side really didn't fall in line with the cool exterior he was trying to convey. He continued to lean against the doorway, not moving a muscle just yet. Allison's lashing out didn't scare him.]

Can't do that, kid. But I like the effort you put into that.

So what's the matter? Someone beat you up, stole your lunch money?

This doesn't look like your room to me.
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[personal profile] chillestrogue 2015-05-29 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Snart finally enters the room, giving Allison a wide berth as he walks along the perimeter, picking up the few things left over, if any]

Looks like Isaac left in a hurry.

So your plan is...what?
americasdirtiest: (like a psych ward?)

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[personal profile] americasdirtiest 2015-05-29 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
[It's not exactly that Mickey doesn't notice, but... it takes him longer than it probably should. Things with Isaac have been kind of distant since Mickey came back from Chicago, and now that he has the Admiral powers, Mickey doesn't actually need him for anything. So it's actually not until the next day that he texts her:]

r u still here??
americasdirtiest: (nowhere else to go)

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[Pause. Mickey had sort of been assuming what was, maybe, easiest and safest to assume. Allison's reply casts that into doubt. More than doubt, really.]

idgi

his rooms gone

i figured the 2 of u went on vacation r smth

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[personal profile] termofendearment 2015-05-29 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[When he first got back, Tig didn't think much of the return. Field trip's over, nothing to see, business as usual.

Except when everything's settled back in, some of the novelty of the trip worn off and the new normal re-established, that's when Tig takes his time to check back in with people. Most of them are there but there's one that's palpably absent, and it's what has him texting her when there are probably plenty of just as good methods that aren't as immediate. The howl he hears certainly spurs his fingers on for a slightly different reason, but still.]


you make it back kiddo?
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[personal profile] termofendearment 2015-05-29 11:37 am (UTC)(link)
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[No point in beating around the bush, and he figures she's not going to argue. Not with their dynamic the way it is.

He just needs to check in anyway. Get proof she's still here. That's it.]

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[Bucky used to be decent at this sort of thing, but it's a skill that kind of gets burned out of you when you're a giant fucking mess yourself. All the empathy and protective instincts are still there, they're just muted and weird and smothered by guilt, so he doesn't really know what to do.]

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[personal profile] adelphoktonos 2015-05-31 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Helena finds Allison in Zero. She has a restless habit of wandering the ship but sometimes spending time in empty cabins just makes her think of Cosima and the memory of her body against her is unshakable. When that happens, she finds new places to wander. Today, it's the cells.

In the doorway of the cell, she smells of blood and ceramic and bleach and sugar. She doesn't come close, not yet, but empathy twines with understanding with sorrow in her scent.]
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[personal profile] adelphoktonos 2015-05-31 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
Allison.

[Helena's experience with having friends is not exactly huge. For almost everyone, she tends to go for long stretches of time without talking much, seeing them from a distance and keeping an eye on them without much contact. She wasn't seeking Allison out specifically this time.]

You're crying.
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[Scott knows something's wrong when he finally gets pulled back. Stiles and Lydia still aren't here, and that's fine. But he can feel a - a loss, a weird one, because it isn't like death. It's not like someone hacked off his arm. But there's this pressure that he doesn't really know how to deal with, not sure what to make of it.

Not until he hears her howl.

It has to be because he bit her, he thinks: he made her what she is, and now he hears...he hears everything in that howl. For a second as he rushes out the door, he pauses to look down the hall at Isaac's room - not his cabin, but the room Scott's mom gave him in their house. It won't get used at all now, he realizes, and the pressure gets a little heavier.

He runs to her, quick and easy, leaving that behind so he can shove the door to the now empty cabin open. That she's crying like this just makes it so much worse. Scott doesn't hesitate, heading for her corner and folding himself down beside her so he can wrap his arms around her.]
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[personal profile] semifreakingnormal 2015-06-05 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[He lets her cry, never shies away or tries to silence her. Sometimes crying helps.

He remembers crying a lot, after.

Scott does what he couldn't do after her mom died: he holds her against him, he strokes her hair, he rests his cheek or his mouth against her head. He's here for her, like she needs someone to be. Everyone needs someone, he learned that a long time ago. And everyone needs to let go for a while.

When she starts to quiet, he brushes her hair back, off her face. He remembers, when she was Alan and he was Scout, how annoying long hair could be when it got in his face.]


He's not really gone.

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